Motivation

Where has my motivation gone???? What is it for??? Why do I struggle with being motivated??? I’ve never struggled with it before! Just makes no sense!? This is something that I am currently struggling with….seems as though once I make strides in one area, another thing comes up….?? I find that the reason is that it was always there but you were so busy with the other things that you never noticed it. So at this time it’s the thing that I am focusing on. I am making the choice everyday to get out of bed and be motivated. Even if I don’t feel that way. All of life is a choice. If you are going by feelings then you may want to check yourself. What good can leading by your feelings do?? Your body can tell you to do a lot of things that are not beneficial to you. Feelings aren’t a bad thing you just can’t let them rule you and guide your life. You must decide and choose what is right.

who can steal your joy?

so I was sitting around today having a really good day when I got a call and it turned out bad I got yelled at called a loser mooch by my own mother just because I wasn’t home….I bet you’re wondering where I am going with this…..

well to tell you that she wasn’t trying to steal my joy but I was letting her I was letting the negative things that she was saying affect me, when truly I should have been focusing and wondering why she was treating me this way? Why she was so upset? No one can steal your joy unless you let them….the joy of the lord is my strength….joy and happiness are totally different things joy is something where you may not be happy but you are joyful happy is a feeling a state but joy is constant and you always have it its just your choice to choose it…..now I know that my mother loves me I know she does but she seems to want to control every aspect of my life and sometimes you have to show them that you can do it and let them let you go. so I ask you who can steal your joy? The only person that can is you. No one else and God has promised you joy.

this is me….

well I am not the typical person. And usually I don’t really like to write about myself just not something I fancy doing. but I have been told that I am fun and always joyful I just don’t see the point with not being joyful. What kind of life would that be? A pretty boring and angry one I tell ya! I just much much more enjoy to look at the brightside of life! It is much more rewarding!! I also really love to write it has to be one of my favorite things to do as of late that and reading I never really was much of a reader till recently pretty much after I was saved so that might explain it….well if ya wanna know anything more I’ll keep ya posted….

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